So it seems that it wasn't always so one sided. He did want to be with me at one point.

So that makes me wonder... What changed?

Besides the fact that he was still with Dawn at the time we met, what made it different? He still chases me for sex, so it can't be that I'm unattractive.

Something about my personality maybe? Maybe he was just too caught up in what was going on and hasn't thought about it in that way since...

He had my pink fuzzy hair tie. He sniffed it for hours, said it smelled "so good." With a dreamy look on his face. His sister thought I was a loser and wanted to kick my ass, but it wasn't my fault.

I was in serious infatuation with him. Serious. Serious to the point that I felt like I was in love. We spent HOURS on the phone together. I got in TROUBLE over him. I CRIED over him, thinking I wasn't good enough.

So, I guess it's just nice to know that it wasn't all just me. He wanted me too, like I wanted him, but he was with Dawn at the time.

It's just nice to know that he really liked me too at one point.

*wistful sigh*